Kundalini And Self-Realization
Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi
Philadelphia, USA — Oct 15, 1993
"It is important to understand about your own Kundalini, as Self realisation is
Self knowledge & the one who gives Self knowledge is your own Kundalini because
when she rises , she points out what are the problems on your Chakras. Now we
say that it is pure desire. It is your chaste desire. It has no lust or greed in
it. That power is your Mother and She Is settled down in the triangular bone.
She knows everything about you just as a tape recorder. She is absolute
knowledge. Because She is so pure that whatever Chakra She touches, She knows
what is wrong with that Chakra before hand; so She is quite prepared and She
adjusts herself fully so that you do not get a problem by the awakening. If any
Chakra is constricted , She waits and goes on slowly opening that Chakra.
The Kundalini is the primordial power and is reflected in you. In a human being,
it is like many strands of energy, like rope. This energy is all twisted
together to form that Kundalini. In a human being the strands are 3 x 7 = 21
Nadis raised to the power of 108. When your kundalini rises, one or two strands
out of this come up and pierce the fontanelle bone. It has to pass through the
innermost nadi known as Brahma Nadi. It is a spiral movement throughout. The
kundalini is spiral and nadis are also like a spiral. The outer most nadi is the
right side Nadi, "Pingala Nadi". The second innermost is Ida Nadi. She starts
sending these threads through Brahma Nadi; by that they relax the centre. By
relaxing of Centre, the sympathetic nervous system also starts relaxing, your
pupils start dilating and when it has pierced the Agnya, then the eyes will be
completely dilated & shining. Then She enters into Sahasrara.
It is absolutely the pure light of knowledge of love, compassion & attention.
All these things are in that energy. We know of many energies like electrical,
light energy etc. These energies cannot think. They cannot adjust and work on
their own.
They have to be handled by us. But this energy itself is the living energy &
knows how to handle itself. It thinks. If you see a seed being sprouted, you
will find at the tip of the seed, there is a small little cell which knows how
to go around the soft places, how to encircle the stones & how to find its way
towards the source. That cell has got a little Kundalini in it. But within you a
tremendous force of Kundalini exists. When a realised soul says that he should
have more compassion, as my compassion, is not alright; my concern about others,
my generosity is not alright, I have exploited other's love. Then this energy
starts moving, giving you that greater dimension of love & compassion. If you do
not want to grow in your awareness then She does not supply the energy which is
stored in you.
The Kundalini is there to nourish you, look after you & make you grow by giving
you a higher, wider & deeper personality. All her power is nothing but love. She
gives the power to forgive. Even when you think, the energy for thinking comes
from Kundalini because you are asking her help.
The power of Kundalini is absolute Purity, auspiciousness, holiness, chastity,
self respect, pure love, detachment, concern, enlightened attention to give you
Joy. As a mother will try whatever is possible to give Joy to her child, in the
same way, this Kundalini has only one power & that is how to give Joy to her own
Children. When we talk in the light of Kundalini, we have to understand that
this light spreads in your life, outside your life & expresses itself in a very
beautiful manner.
When you worship Adi Kundalini, the reflection in you, which is your Kundalini,
is very happy. Also the deities feel happy.
The power of Kundalini which is your own Mother has to rise & manifest itself,
because of your Pure Desire. In your introspection, pujas & in your Meditation,
you should see for yourself, why are you in Meditation. It is for Pure Desire of
compassion & love to be awakened within us. The growth has started and you will
find that this shell which is human conditioning & ego will just break open. It
is in the triangular bone, which comes up, manifests and can save the whole
world. Just see the magnificence, the expansion, the greatness of this Kundalini
which was within you & which came up in its full strength & has shown tremendous
things.
The joy we feel during music recitals is because Kundalini is dancing. She gets
happy because you ask for nothing but enjoyment of collectivity.
You are yourself fully connected when you are absolutely detached & your
Kundalini is dancing. You are alone & never alone. This oneness with the whole
gives you all the security & joy you want. That's why the Kundalini awakening
means collectivity. Unless & until you want pure collectivity in your being
Kundalini won't rise.
When you worship Adi Kundalini, You are trying to cleanse your Kundalini, as
well as please the Deities. This is an object. It cannot be changed. But the
reflector can change. The movement of Kundalini depends on temperament of
person. Kundalini can give you honesty, & faith in honesty by actualising the
experience. Supposing you want to go to a garden & you are suddenly there. Then
you will know that your desire is pure & it has worked out. All such miracles
happen. The pure desire works out because it is powerful.
When it works, the whole thing works out & you develop faith. That faith is
within you. Nobody can challenge you, if you have faith, it will be done. Your
Pure desire is now being fulfilled, you are now connected & you are now Divine.
You are realised souls. You are different from others. For you, all this subtle
knowledge is being absorbed, because your Kundalini is absorbing it. Whatever is
absorbed is absorbed back by me. But that becomes like a barometer. You
immediately know without thinking, asking, you know about anyone because
Kundalini is the reflector. The better a reflector, you become, the more the
Kundalini shows. Though Kundalini is an individual Mother, in her functions &
methods. She is just the same. You cannot cheat the Kundalini, She knows you out
& out. We must Meditate to get into thoughtless awareness by which we allow the
Kundalini to grow."
Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi
Philadelphia, USA — Oct 15, 1993
NOTE: If this page was accessed during a web search you may wish to browse the sites listed below where this topic or related issues are discussed in detail to promote global peace, religious harmony, and spiritual development of humanity:
www.adishakti.org/www.al-qiyamah.org/
www.adi-shakti.org/ — Divine Feminine (Hinduism)
www.holyspirit-shekinah.org/ — Divine Feminine (Christianity)
www.ruach-elohim.org/ — Divine Feminine (Judaism)
www.ruh-allah.org/ — Divine Feminine (Islam)
www.tao-mother.org/ — Divine Feminine (Taoism)
www.prajnaaparamita.org/ — Divine Feminine (Buddhism)
www.aykaa-mayee.org/ — Divine Feminine (Sikhism)
www.great-spirit-mother.org/ — Divine Feminine (Native Traditions)
