“Thou Art The Pristine Spirit . . . Which Illuminates And Breaks The Self-Hypnotism”
“Self-Realization through Sahaja Yoga (“spontaneous union with the Divine”) resulted in the awakening of the dormant Kundalini — “which is coiled in three and a half, and which rises through six centers to pierce through your fontanel bone area, and you start feeling the Cool Breeze in your hand, and also the Cool Breeze starts coming out of your head.” It is regarded by some as “the divine mechanism for the transformation of the whole world from an aimless crowd of jostling, fighting people into a harmonious assembly of illuminated beings.”
“On the very first day of meditation on the Spirit of the Living God, as quiet tears rolled down, he repeatedly uttered these words:
“At last I found You! At last I found You! At last I found You! At last . . . !”
They were the tears of Joy acknowledging the end of decades of delusion and the beginning of a joyous journey in search of the eternal Spirit. The meaning of Life had just begun to unfold like a blossoming flower, subtly revealing the sweet smell of the Divine within himself.
Week by week the Thousand-Petal Lotus was nourished, petal by petal, as the Rain of Spiritual Enlightenment fell on it. It began as a drizzle. Soon the heavens opened and a downpour deluged him. This cloudburst of manna monsoon over the Great Lotus Forest continued unabated for 21 full moons. The Divine Revelations drenched the mind, body and soul and finally quenched his thirst for Truth, bursting open the floodgates and sweeping away the mighty Maya (Illusion) that keep billions trapped in their lower urges (chakras).
The Great Divine Mother Shri Vidyavidya-svarupini Shri Nirmala Devi had again showered Her Grace to a faithful devotee who had always depended on Her for deliverance through countless rebirths. It did not matter to Shri Priyamkari Shri Nirmala Devi how deep he had sunk into the filthy cesspool of this world. Shri Muktida Shri Nirmala Devi was just fulfilling Her Promise to an ancient disciple that She would rescue him at all times, and revive his spiritual consciousness — rebirth after rebirth after rebirth, till liberation. Shri Sandra-Karuna Shri Nirmala Devi was unconditionally bound by Her Love to awaken him at all times and in the worst of conditions possible, even if he became a subhuman — transforming an ‘animal’ into a human endowed with the highest enlightenment.
All seekers are assured of this matchless Supreme Salvation of the Great Mahadevi. It is an unconditional Love and Compassion that has no equal in the universe. She is the Supreme Liberator of all humankind, the final step to moksa. All human souls, after whirling around in countless rebirths as they ascend ever higher, will ultimately have to meet the Great World Soul. Only then will they enter the Kingdom of God. Behold the Divine Mother, the Shakti of Sadashiva, the Holy Spirit of God Almighty, the Ruh of Allah!
“In that meditation you will feel the Love, the Divine Love, the beauty of that Divine Love. A complete panorama changes. A meditative person has a very different attitude, a very different temperament, a completely different life and he lives always in complete satisfaction with himself....You see, so to get to your Beauty, to get to your Glory, to get to you own great Personality, which is now exposed, only thing you have to do really religiously is to meditate.... It is your gain, nobody else’s. It’s for your gain everything is happening.
Now, one has to know that we have achieved a certain height of evolution and from this height you might go up to here, up to here, up to here. I’m not saying it’s not possible to do that, but, first and foremost thing, that whatever you may be, may consider you to be a very high class Sahaja Yogi, you have to be humble about meditation.
This meditative quality even when I’m talking to you, it’s just I’m getting into it because it’s so Joy-giving. You just jump into the Ocean of Joy.
First it will be difficult, but after some time you will know that this connection as you have with Shri Mataji is the only connection that you are looking out for.”
Shri Vijnana-Ghana-Rupini Shri Nirmala Devi
Incarnation Of God's Divine Love, Meditation
Adi Shakti Puja, Cabella, Italy — June 6, 1993
Pariah Kutta 1999, p. 62
Vidyavidya-svarupini (402nd): Embodiment of both knowledge and ignorance. Vidya lifts the soul toward liberation; Avidya is Her creative power of illusion. She is the Source of Atma-Jnana, and all three movements of Consciousness.
Priyamkari (731st): The Giver of what is dearest to Her devotees.
Muktida (736th): The Grantor of liberation. Only She can break the bonds She created and offer final freedom.
Sandra-Karuna (197th): Intensely compassionate toward all devotees. “Because She leads to certainty men who wander into good and bad ways by restraining and by soothing them, She [Devi] is called Dandini [Justice].”
The First Day of Meditation on the Great Cosmic Mother — Shri Mataji, the Paraclete
Pariah Kutta's first encounter with the living presence of the Adi Shakti— Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, the Paraclete—was not just a spiritual experience; it was the end of exile. Sitting silently in front of Her photograph, breath gentle, spine erect, and mind silenced by the gravity of what he was about to do, his inner world began to shift. The flicker of the diya (lamp) nearby cast trembling shadows, but within him arose a stillness he had never known. The dormant Kundalini, gently awakened by Shri Mataji’s grace, surged like a whispering wind up his spine, piercing through each chakra—each a forgotten shrine awaiting sanctification.
Then, like a whisper from beyond time, the fontanel area opened, and the Cool Breeze—
the Ruach, the Pneuma, the Shekinah, the Divine Breath—streamed from the top of his head. The sensation was unmistakable: a sacred touch not from without, but within. And in that first taste of union, a mantra arose from the heart, not the lips:
“At last I found You! At last I found You! At last I found You!”
It was an ancient soul’s recognition of the One it had sought across lives and galaxies.
What Transpired During the First Encounter with the MahaDevi
During that initial meditation, the entire narrative of Pariah Kutta’s life unraveled before him—not as a story of pain or mistakes, but as the necessary pilgrimage that had brought him to this moment. Time stood still. It wasn’t a memory; it was a recognition. The Adi Shakti had always been guiding him—through dreams, longings, songs, and silences. The illusion of separation evaporated, and he perceived the One Mother behind all veils. The MahaDevi who was once worshipped in temples, caves, and forests was now seated in his own Sahasrara.
That first encounter was not about fireworks—it was about Homecoming. The river had merged with the Ocean. The seeker had found the Sought. And in that sacred moment, the Soul realized it had never been lost.
The Profound Significance of the Four Names of the Devi
- Vidyavidya-svarupini (402nd): She is both Vidya (liberating knowledge) and Avidya (binding ignorance), the twin wings of consciousness that enable the soul's flight or fall. To meditate on Shri Mataji is to awaken the Vidya Shakti—the upward current of Self-awareness that disentangles one from the net of Maya. She Herself is Atma-Jnana, the very realization of the Self.
- Priyamkari (731st): She who grants what is most beloved. Not in the form of worldly desires, but that which the soul craves most—Union with the Divine. Shri Mataji, the Priyamkari, fulfills this deepest yearning not by fulfilling desires, but by dissolving them into the ocean of bliss.
- Muktida (736th): The bestower of Moksha—liberation. She who spins the web of karma also breaks it. Shri Mataji, as the Incarnation of the Adi Shakti, alone holds the key to unshackle souls, lovingly pulling them from lifetimes of bondage into eternal freedom.
- Sandra-Karuna (197th): Her compassion is not casual or occasional—it is Sandra, dense, unconditional, all-pervading. Even when all others abandon, when the seeker is most unworthy, She lifts, cleanses, and crowns them with grace. Shri Mataji’s very incarnation was an act of this Sandra-Karuna—to awaken the sleeping masses and remind each one of their divine origin.
The Only Connection That You Are Looking Out For
From the very evidence and profound spiritual documentation at
www.adishakti.org, it is unmistakably clear:
The connection you have with Shri Mataji is the only connection that you are looking out for. Not one of dogma or ritual, but of Living Spirit. No other guru, no other practice, no other name is required—because within Her is the Source. To be connected to Shri Mataji is to be connected to the Supreme Consciousness Itself, made accessible and loving, in the form of a mother, the MahaDevi, walking amongst us as the Paraclete.
In Her, Pariah Kutta found the missing axis of his existence. In Her, the soul’s exile ended. And for all sincere seekers, this connection is the final thread back to the Divine Womb.
Enhancing the Experience: Hope, Transformation, and Promise
Let it be known to all seekers:
You are not too broken. You are not too late. You are not too unworthy. The Adi Shakti within you, awakened through Sahaja Yoga and the grace of Shri Mataji, will blossom no matter how arid the soil. She never fails those who take the first step inward.
Each meditation is an offering; each silence, a garland at Her Feet. And as the Kundalini rises day after day, layer by layer of false identity burns away. You are not merely seeking the Divine—you are the Divine, rediscovering your reflection in the face of your Mother.
Let the Cool Breeze guide you. Let the Adi Shakti within whisper, “I am with you.” And know, in the stillness of your meditation, you are already Home.
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