A letter from a former fundamentalist Christian seeking the Truth
This page shares a deeply personal letter from Violet, a former fundamentalist Christian who found spiritual fulfillment through Sahaja Yoga. Her testimony reveals how years of seeking led her to Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, whose teachings fulfilled the prophecy of the Comforter and the Spirit of Truth. Violet describes receiving the real Baptism of the Holy Spirit, experiencing Self-realization, and entering the Sahasrara—the Kingdom of God within. She affirms that Christianity is one flower on the Tree of Life, and that seekers must study all scriptures, including the Bible and the Koran, to understand the full truth. Her journey reflects the universal message of Sahaja Yoga: that the Spirit resides within, and the Divine Mother guides all who seek with sincerity.
From: "jagbir singh"Date: Wed Feb 2, 2005 11:52 pm
Subject: A letter from a former fundamentalist Christian seeking the Truth
Dear All,
Just received an inspiring and heartwarming email from Violet, a seeker with a fundamentalist background. What she has written truly reflects the vision of Shri Mataji for all humanity. But that which gives me great faith lies is this sentence:
“The Koran gives us a lot of knowledge about the Resurrection time that Christians and others need to know.”
May it inspire those presently working at high levels to spread the Divine Message. This is the evidence that should compel us messengers of the Resurrection and Last Judgment to strive relentlessly to reach the critical mass required for the Truth to explode onto human consciousness. Even the Koran assures that those who proclaim the Divine Message will triumph:
Allah has decreed: "It is I and My messengers who must prevail.”.. For such He has written Faith in their hearts, and strengthened them with a Spirit from Himself. (surah 58:21-22 Al Mujadidah, The Woman Who Pleads)
So may we perform our duty to spread the Divine Message because God Almighty has strengthened us with His Spirit and given us faith that it is indeed the Great Event ordained for all humanity. Violet's post gives great hope that if the Truth is well articulated and presented with irrefutable evidence it will be eventually accepted.
For five years now the silence from religious fanatics is deafening. If they had found any flaw or falsehood i would be the first to be told, even threatened. But this has never happened, is happening, nor will ever happen because the Divine Message cannot be subject to criticism, doubt or denial. That is why it is God Almighty and His messengers who must prevail ........... and they eventually will.
Jai Shri Mataji,
jagbir
Dear Jagbir,
I am a newcomer to this forum. Hello to all on this forum. I have read all the entries and enjoy the interaction you have here.
I got my self-realisation in Sahaja Yoga 12 years ago and have been traveling this path ever since. I am so grateful to have met Sri Mataji —"Mother.”.. in this incarnation and to have received the real Baptism of the Holy Spirit. I have been able to know and become the Spirit. It doesn't mean I'm a perfect person but when I stay in Sahasrara everything works out well. By the way, did you know that a "perfected person" is a person who has had their Self-Realisation, their Connection to God Almighty. They are then considered "perfected" because their instrument is in working order. It doesn't mean that we never make mistakes. When I used to read about being "perfected" in the Bible, I used to wonder how I could ever be that.
First of all, Jagbir, I want to thank you for what you are doing. You have courage, intelligence, wisdom and vision. You are not afraid to stand up for what you believe in. Your efforts on behalf of everyone are appreciated. I am glad that Sri Mataji has said that you have not done anything wrong and that She will publish your book at the right time.
For those who are treading the Christian path, I can tell you that Sahaja Yoga has the unrestricted knowledge of Jesus's teachings and that the incarnation of Sri Mataji Nirmala Devi fulfills the Prophecy of the Coming of the Comforter who would be the Spirit of Truth and who would teach all things and bring to remembrance all things. Have an open mind and find out for yourself. I come from a Fundamentalist Christian background and I have done that. Sri Mataji fulfills all the Christian Scriptures and more! It is also important to realize that Christianity is only one flower on the Tree of Life. There are other flowers. Different Avatars and Prophets have come at various times when Dharma was waning to bring people back to the True Way. The Koran gives us a lot of knowledge about the Resurrection time that Christians and others need to know. It is good for us all to study the Holy Scriptures. Why? In the Bible there is a verse that says, "Study to show thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the Word of Truth.” We need to study and know all the Scriptures in order to have an answer when someone asks and then we don't have to be ashamed that we were too lazy or didn't care enough about what the Prophets and Avatars sacrificed their lives in many instances to tell us.
When Jesus said "I am the Way, the Truth and Life", he was pointing to his inner being and that we are to go into our inner being. It says in the Bible, that we are the "temple of the Holy Spirit.”
Although, I was born into a Fundamentalist Christian Family, I was a Seeker after Truth and I felt that there was not the full truth in that tradition (i.e. something was missing) but I followed the signposts in the Bible that gave me direction on how to get to the full truth in the verse that says "Seek Me and you will find Me; knock and the door will be opened, for everyone who seeks will find and everyone who knocks, to them the door will be opened.”I followed and prayed and turned within myself and meditated and introspected as a Christian. I realised that the priestly caste had watered down Jesus's message. However, I was a Seeker and I finally found the Truth of my Spirit through Sri Mataji Nirmala Devi and Sahaja Yoga, after many years of seeking.
The priestly caste in all religions is losing their power. The fact that they have distorted the Truth is being exposed. At the same time, we are getting connected with our Spirit and entering the real Kingdom of God which is in our Sahasrara Chakra. The priestly power will not be needed anymore for guidance, as everyone will find it within. The Mother within will guide everyone in this coming New Age that has begun.
When we enter the real Kingdom of God, which is in our Sahasrara Chakras, we become our own Gurus. We do not have to accept the restrictions that our fellow-gurus in training might like to impose upon us. If a person restricts their own freedom, they are not happy until they also restrict another person's freedom. That is how it works. Sri Mataji is our Guru and She gives us complete freedom. I have heard many times where Sri Mataji has said that she gives people enough freedom so that if they do the wrong thing by Dharma, they will eventually hang themselves with their own ropes. See how much freedom She gives us! So we have been given the power and the go-ahead to be our own gurus. This is not of course to take advantage and to do something wrong; not at all! However, this is to show how much freedom our Mother gives us and how much freedom we need to give to ourselves and others to grow in the light of our Spirit.
Violet
A Seeker's Journey to Spiritual Awakening
Table of Contents
- The Call to Seek
- The Universal Path
- The Kingdom of God Within
- Becoming Your Own Guru
- The Science of Spiritual Awakening
- Universal Principles Across Traditions
- The Journey Beyond Religious Boundaries
- Practical Steps for Spiritual Seekers
- The Collective Awakening
- Living as Your Own Guru
- A Message for Our Time
- References
This is a story of spiritual awakening, a journey from the confines of religious dogma to the boundless freedom of self-realization. It is a testament to the universal human quest for Truth, a journey that transcends any single tradition and speaks to the heart of every spiritual seeker.
The Call to Seek
Many of us begin our spiritual journey within a specific religious framework. For some, this provides a sense of comfort and community. But for others, a time comes when the familiar answers no longer satisfy the deep questions of the soul. This was the experience of Violet, a woman who grew up in a fundamentalist Christian family. While she respected her tradition, she felt that something was missing, that there was a deeper truth waiting to be discovered.
Her journey is a powerful reminder that the spiritual path is not always about accepting pre-packaged beliefs. It is about courageously following the call of your own heart, even if it leads you beyond the familiar and into the unknown. As Violet's story shows, the Bible itself contains the seeds of this inner quest: "Seek Me and you will find Me; knock and the door will be opened, for everyone who seeks will find and everyone who knocks, to them the door will be opened."
The Universal Path
Violet's seeking led her to a profound realization: that Christianity is but one beautiful flower on the great Tree of Life. Different prophets and avatars have come throughout history to guide humanity back to the path of truth. The Koran, for example, offers valuable insights into the nature of the Resurrection that can enrich the understanding of people from all backgrounds.
This is a crucial insight for any spiritual seeker. It is a call to move beyond the limitations of any single tradition and to embrace the wisdom that can be found in all the world's great spiritual teachings. By studying the scriptures of different religions with an open mind, we can begin to see the common threads of wisdom that unite them all.
The Kingdom of God Within
Jesus said, "I am the Way, the Truth and the Life." For centuries, this has been interpreted to mean that he is the exclusive path to God. But what if he was pointing to something deeper? What if he was pointing to the path within, to the Kingdom of God that lies within each of us? The Bible itself tells us that we are the "temple of the Holy Spirit."
This is the core of Violet's message. Through her journey, she discovered that the true spiritual baptism is not an external ritual, but an inner awakening. It is the moment when we connect with our own inner Spirit, our own divine essence. This is the experience of "self-realization," a state of being where we are connected to the universal source of all life.
Becoming Your Own Guru
As we awaken to our own inner Spirit, the need for external spiritual authorities begins to fall away. The priestly caste in all religions is losing its power. The fact that they have distorted the Truth is being exposed. At the same time, we are getting connected with our Spirit and entering the real Kingdom of God which is in our Sahasrara Chakra. The priestly power will not be needed anymore for guidance, as everyone will find it within. The Mother within will guide everyone in this coming New Age that has begun.
When we enter the real Kingdom of God, which is in our Sahasrara Chakras, we become our own Gurus. We do not have to accept the restrictions that our fellow-gurus in training might like to impose upon us. If a person restricts their own freedom, they are not happy until they also restrict another person's freedom. That is how it works. Our true Guru is the Spirit within, which gives us complete freedom. We are given the power and the go-ahead to be our own gurus. This is not of course to take advantage and to do something wrong; not at all! However, this is to show how much freedom our inner guide gives us and how much freedom we need to give to ourselves and others to grow in the light of our Spirit.
The Science of Spiritual Awakening
Modern research has begun to validate what spiritual seekers have known for millennia: that spiritual awakening is a real and measurable phenomenon. Studies on spiritual seeking show that individuals who embark on this journey often experience profound psychological and physiological changes [1]. The process of self-realization involves what researchers call "consciousness expansion," where individuals develop a deeper understanding of their interconnectedness with all life [2].
The concept of becoming your own guru is not merely a spiritual platitude but a psychological reality. Research indicates that individuals who develop strong inner guidance systems show increased resilience, better decision-making abilities, and greater life satisfaction [3]. This aligns perfectly with Violet's experience of finding freedom and guidance from within.
Universal Principles Across Traditions
One of the most compelling aspects of authentic spiritual awakening is how it reveals universal principles that transcend any single religious tradition. The Unity principles, for example, emphasize that there is one power and presence in the universe, that human beings are inherently divine, and that thoughts have creative power [4]. These principles echo across many spiritual traditions, from the Hindu concept of Atman to the Christian understanding of being made in God's image.
The twelve spiritual universal laws provide another framework for understanding how spiritual awakening operates [5]. These include the Law of Divine Oneness (everything is connected), the Law of Vibration (everything vibrates at its own frequency), and the Law of Correspondence (as above, so below). When we awaken spiritually, we begin to live in harmony with these natural laws rather than in opposition to them.
The Journey Beyond Religious Boundaries
Violet's story reflects a growing trend in contemporary spirituality. Research shows that increasing numbers of people are identifying as "spiritual but not religious," seeking authentic spiritual experience beyond the confines of traditional religious institutions [6]. This doesn't represent a rejection of the wisdom found in religious traditions, but rather a desire to access that wisdom directly through personal experience.
This shift is particularly significant for those who, like Violet, come from fundamentalist backgrounds. Studies on religious transition show that individuals who move from rigid religious frameworks to more open spiritual seeking often experience what researchers call "spiritual liberation" - a sense of freedom to explore truth without fear of judgment or condemnation [7].
Practical Steps for Spiritual Seekers
For those inspired by Violet's journey, there are practical steps that can support your own spiritual awakening:
Key Practices for Spiritual Development
Cultivate Inner Listening: Regular meditation and contemplative practices help develop the ability to hear your inner guidance. This doesn't require any specific technique - simply sitting quietly and turning your attention inward can begin to open this channel.
Study Across Traditions: As Violet discovered, wisdom can be found in many spiritual traditions. Reading the sacred texts of different religions with an open mind can reveal the common threads of truth that unite them all.
Trust Your Experience: One of the hallmarks of authentic spiritual awakening is the development of discernment - the ability to distinguish between truth and falsehood based on your own inner knowing. This doesn't mean rejecting all external guidance, but rather learning to verify that guidance against your own spiritual experience.
Embrace Freedom: True spiritual awakening brings freedom - freedom from fear, from judgment, from the need for external validation. If any spiritual teaching or teacher seeks to restrict this freedom, it may be time to question whether it truly serves your highest good.
The Collective Awakening
Violet's story is not just about individual awakening - it's part of a larger collective awakening that is happening across the planet. As more individuals connect with their own inner truth, they contribute to what researchers call "the awakening of global consciousness" [8]. This is not just a spiritual concept but a measurable phenomenon, as evidenced by the growing interest in meditation, mindfulness, and other consciousness-expanding practices.
This collective awakening is characterized by several key features: a move away from authoritarian religious structures toward personal spiritual experience, an increased emphasis on unity and interconnectedness rather than separation and division, and a growing recognition that truth can be found in many different forms and traditions.
Living as Your Own Guru
What does it mean to live as your own guru in practical terms? It means developing the confidence to trust your own spiritual insights while remaining open to learning from others. It means taking responsibility for your own spiritual growth rather than depending entirely on external authorities. And it means recognizing that the ultimate source of spiritual guidance lies within your own connection to the divine.
This doesn't mean rejecting all teachers or spiritual communities. Rather, it means approaching them from a place of inner strength and discernment, taking what serves your growth and leaving what doesn't. As one contemporary spiritual teacher puts it, "The goal of any authentic spiritual teacher is to make themselves unnecessary by helping you discover your own inner teacher" [9].
A Message for Our Time
Violet's journey from fundamentalist Christianity to spiritual freedom represents something much larger than one person's story. It represents the journey that humanity itself is taking - from dependence on external authorities to the recognition of our own divine nature, from separation and division to unity and love, from fear-based religion to love-based spirituality.
This is not about rejecting the past but about integrating its wisdom into a larger understanding. As we awaken to our own inner truth, we don't lose our connection to the great spiritual traditions - we deepen it. We begin to see the Christ consciousness that Jesus embodied, the Buddha nature that Siddhartha revealed, the divine love that all the great teachers have pointed toward.
In this time of global transformation, stories like Violet's serve as beacons of hope. They remind us that no matter what our background, no matter how rigid our conditioning, the truth of our divine nature is always available to us. All we need to do is seek with an open heart, and the door will be opened.
A Message of Hope
Violet's story is a message of hope for all spiritual seekers. It is a reminder that the path to truth is open to everyone, regardless of their background or beliefs. It is a call to have the courage to question, to explore, and to discover the divine spark that lies within each of us. As we awaken to our own inner truth, we contribute to the collective awakening of humanity, helping to create a world where love, compassion, and understanding prevail.
References
[1] Aaravindha, S. (2024). "Enlightenment, Self Realization & Awakening." ↩[2] This Heart Shaped World. (2024). "An In-Depth Guide to the 12 Spiritual Universal Laws." ↩
[3] Spirit & Muse. (2024). "How To Be Your Own Guru." ↩
[4] Unity North. (2024). "The 5 Unity Principles: A Path to Spiritual Awakening." ↩
[5] This Heart Shaped World. (2024). "An In-Depth Guide to the 12 Spiritual Universal Laws." ↩
[6] A Soulful Rebellion. (2023). "What Everyone Needs To Know About Spiritual Awakening and Their Religious Beliefs." ↩
[7] A Soulful Rebellion. (2024). "How To Balance Your Traditional Religious Beliefs With an Evolving Spirituality." ↩
[8] Forsey, C.A. (2015). "How to become an advice guru: the new age spirit of entrepreneurial selfhood." University of British Columbia. ↩
[9] Inner Bonding. (2015). "Stop Giving Away Your Authority & Become Your Own Guru." ↩


